Spontaneous Writing
Sunday, September 10th, 2006 | Literature and Noteworthy
Tags: ego, prose
Most likely you have no idea what I am writing about, but that’s okay, that’s intended, and it will not stop me from writing. The reason is the writing itself has become a form of healing, a mean of reconciliation, a road to salvation. At the moment, writing is no longer communication, but a self-explanation and perhaps a self-reflection. By writing my thoughts out, I am able to better understand myself, and better comprehend my masked motives. These days, it is so natural to pretend, and sometimes the pretense even fools myself.
I want to write because I want to feel safe. I want to write because I want to be concentrated and at the same time distracted, because when I am concentrated on the present task I am distracted from all other matters. Concentration is perhaps the best distraction. Paradoxical? Certainly!
I have probably lost you in the last paragraph, but do not fear because I seem to have lost myself too.
September 10, 2006
6:55 pm on Sunday
hahaha
it’s not confusing
instead, it’s interesting and really true!
^^
September 10, 2006
8:56 pm on Sunday
Thanks astar for you understanding!
September 13, 2006
8:10 am on Wednesday
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September 13, 2006
11:09 am on Wednesday
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